I often have conversations with clients about distinguishing thoughts and feelings. People often use phrases like “I feel like …” or “It feels like …” a lot. They will say something like “I feel like I’m a failure,” or “I feel like it’s all my fault,” or “It feels like everyone is judging me.” It’s a common way of speaking. But usually what follows “I feel like …” or “It feels like …” (or “I feel that …” ) is actually not a feeling, but a thought. Yes, there’s often a feeling involved, tangled up with the thought (it’s often a negative, unhappy feeling, and sometimes paralyzing or overwhelming). But “I’m a failure,” or “It’s all my fault,” or “Everyone is judging me” in themselves are just thoughts.
Why does this distinction matter? Well, if you can see a thought for what it is, you can challenge it, and that can change how you feel and what you do. When thoughts are wrapped up in feeling language, they’re harder to spot. Sometimes misplaced feeling language even gives them a kind of sanctity, a special power. “That’s just how I feel,” we say, and the thought goes unquestioned and becomes more and more entrenched, as do the accompanying emotions and behaviours. We accept as truth beliefs that are often inaccurate, unrealistic, unbalanced. This can lead to all sorts of misery. In the language of CBT these thoughts are cognitive distortions and they tend to fall into a number of clearly identifiable categories (for example, catastrophizing, globalizing, mind reading, personalization, labelling). There’s a useful list of them here; and this post from a few weeks ago focuses on one of them.
If you start identifying thoughts as thoughts, you can get some perspective on them. You can ask yourself, “Is this thought true / realistic / balanced? Or am I thinking in some kind of distorted way?” As you begin to think more clearly, that will affect how you feel, and will give you more options in how you act towards yourself and with others. A lot of the time, the language of feeling hides a thought. Step One is to identify the thought; then you can challenge it.
If you want support untangling and taking charge of your thoughts and feelings, get in touch.